Winter came too early I survived
there’s still light inside me
but the flame has all but died
Pretending I recall what I used to be
Is it a convincing show
or can you see through me?
What I have become
I never dreamed I’d be
I only recognize myself
in the way you look at me
Here’s the only proof
through all my pain and fear
You’re the only evidence
that I was ever here
Listening to whispers of the past
trying to find some order
but it never seems to last
One blurry day fills up my memory
I pray the wind will blow
the last leaves from the tree
What I have become
I never dreamed I’d be
I only recognize myself
in the way you look at me
Here’s the only proof
through all my pain and fear
You’re the only evidence
that I was ever here
Why am I still here
(in this torment)
What is it I’ve done
(to deserve this)
How long will I wait
(it seems endless)
Till my time has come
