Abandoned punk-rock / Olomouc

No way back

I try to forgive myself for everything that's bother me
Mistakes, broken hearts all my fears - just let it be
This is the way where I can find my peace lasting happiness
I can rely only on myself even if it means loneliness

I wanna focus just on good things and try to be a better
'cause around me I see just envy and hate so how could we be together
How we as a people can rely on someone if we can rely only on ourselves?
That is why I close that door and live just by myself

I try to cry one day and can't force myself in to
I think that this cold world killed my feelings I had for you
Memories will always be here, but I don't wanna be here for them
They can't influence me anymore, I killed that mayhem

I won't focus on a past where are mistakes which I cannot fix
I am here right now and all those memories are just like bricks
I've built a wall from them and painted it on black
And now I can see them and can't go back!

Destroy that wall with wrecking ball